NCTE Thoughts

23 July 2024 TwoWritingTeachers.org

On Friday, I received an email from NCTE with the session information for “Words That Mend: Finding Heart, Hope, and Humanity within the Healing Power of Poetry.” This session will be on Thursday at 11:30 a.m. in room 210A. There are ten of us who created the proposal; five to seven of us will be able to go to Boston to lead the session. Writing poetry with teachers, many who are tired and overwhelmed by the stress and busyness of life and work, is empowering and healing for all. Being in Boston will be a dream fulfilled. I’ve never been, so I look forward to The Children’s Museum and, as a former eighth grade American history teacher, I have to see some of the historical sites before I leave Boston.

Last year, I got to attend NCTE in Columbus. It was a time to spend real time with colleagues and friends from around the country. To learn, laugh, plan, and play with these old friends (and new ones, too). To network with others about work I’m doing in my community. To be surprised by joy like with Tom Hanks’ fun speech where he typed a message on his collectible typewriter he donated to NCTE. To learn and reflect on the learning, often by writing poetry.

Do you ever write poetry in response to learning and life experiences, both painful and joyful? I have been doing this for the last few years. I find it both healing and empowering. Here’s a poem I wrote after meeting a new friend at the last NCTE.

Kaleidoscopic Encounter

I met someone yesterday.
We engaged in
conversation
standing in the exhibit hall.
She’s come here from a
South American country
Where she fled to the U.S.
as a refugee.
Her grandfather came there as
A refugee fleeing the Holocaust.
Her name came together,
a perfectly delightful mix of
Spanish, Arabic, and Jewish.
She is a kaleidoscope of
color and light and generosity,
And I am better for having met her.

I’ve come here from
a white-washed history,
a white-washed lineage,
and so much loss of
color and light and generosity.
I’ve come from who knows where,
Except the generic ‘Wales,’
as a child, it was all I was given
when I asked, evidence enough
that we were in the right pot,
melting into America.
I came from who knows when–
not in this century,
or the last,
maybe the one before.

We are all losers
in the myth of white supremacy.
We are not a melting pot,
We are a kaleidoscope.
We will all win, when
We all belong.


Do you too write poetry to help you process and heal? With students? Or in community? Would you like to share a little slice of your writing poetry life in a book we are writing? Submit your story here on this Google form by 8 am August 3, 2024. The book Words That Mend will be available in September free in a PDF with a Creative Commons license.

 

 

You and I

16 July 2024 TwoWritingTeachers.org

Last week our desert was over 110 degrees each day. That’s more than 15 degrees hotter than the average temperature for July. We have the privilege to be able to get out of the heat, and we did it. We went to the coast, where June gloom continues later into the summer than usual. I am humbly reminded, though, of the people who don’t have the chance to get away from the heat, cold, storms, floods, and additional climate catastrophe around the world. What more can I do about it? I am voting with environmental responsibility and reducing my carbon footprint. I’m trying, but it was a nice relief to get away. More ideas to help the environment from the U.N. here.

Swami’s Beach, Encinitas
We got to have dinner with my nephew who we hadn’t seen in ten years.

I read a poem today by Jonathan Potter, shared recently by Karen Edmiston on her blog. Potter’s “You and I” poem inspired my own “You and I” about my husband, who I am so blessed to live life with.

You and I
After Jonathan Potter

You are a flag of safety,
my languishing laughter
alive again in your insight,
calendar of conscience and truth,
host of joy and gladness,
a latte of love,
sushi in the park,
poetry in action,
a quiet sunset full of hope.

And I am the discoverer of you.

What do you do about the “I Don’t Knows”?

A couple weeks ago I shared Alice Walker’s poem “I Will Keep Broken Things” with my wabi-sabi poem for Poetry Friday. If you haven’t heard Alice Walker read her poem, I hope you will take time to listen to it today. Or listen again. I find it so comforting.

In one of the essays in Somehow: Thoughts on Love, Anne Lamott talks about doors and the power of hinges: “A hinge both fixes something in place and helps it open. It’s ingenious.” Later in the chapter, she describes the suffering of her son’s addiction, the healing of self-love, and the serendipity of falling in love. “I don’t know how that happened…” she writes. Then she quotes her husband saying, “‘I don’t know’ is a portal. ‘I don’t know’ is also a hinge.” Such a lovely healthy view of “I don’t know.” There are many things we don’t know these days. Sometimes the not knowing feels overwhelming. Today I will choose to embrace the I don’t knows–each a portal and hinge to our spiritual and mental health.

I Don’t Know

I will keep the
uncertainty,
the unknowing,
for all of Life is
unsure–
full of either love
or suffering.
Both are proof
we are living;
so, I will keep
it all, learn
during the
suffering,
and wait.
When I am
confounded,
I will rejoice
amid the
I don’t knows
because
tiny miracles
abound
in all of it–
like the lily
and sparrow
know without
worrying,
even in
the nameless,
the uncharted,
the strange.
These all add up
to an unabridged life.
I will keep it all–
the life,
the love,
the suffering:
the Love.

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Since I’m on the road this week, this post will be for TwoWritingTeacher’s Slice of Life, Spiritual Journey  Thursday, and Poetry Friday posts. Thursday’s host is Ruth Hersey at there is no such thing as a God-forsaken town. Friday’s host is Robyn Hood Black at Life on the Deckle Edge

Slice of Life – Sweltering Day Activities

2 July 2024 TwoWritingTeachers.org

Often, my husband doom scrolls the weather report on his phone. He says aloud many of the highs and lows for the next ten days. Over a hundred. Down to 80. Up to 110 on the weekend. Then he moves on to Minneapolis, Seattle, Murrieta, where family live, to see what they will be facing. In the meantime, we sit in our cooled abode, an island of relief in the desert. We’ve not been taking bike rides or hikes as often as exercising indoors.

Yesterday, in rebellion against the stifling heat and so I could sit in front of the mini split, I took on a job that hadn’t been done in full since I got my Google Gmail account in 2010. I pulled that Gmail Inbox under my control. First, I deleted old emails 50 at a time for several hours. It took so long because I would peruse the string of 50 first. If there was something interesting, from a friend or family member, I would check it out. Sometimes I’d smile and reminisce and sometimes I’d move them into a Special Emails folder. When I got up to the more recent emails, I filed more away in various folders to follow up on or save resources that I will still need.

In the last few weeks, I knew this job was coming, so I have been deleting a lot of daily junk mails and unsubscribing to those accounts I’ve never even opened. Next on the list is to venture into my Sent email folder. Never mind, I just went in there and finished that job. I realized I had accidentally been in there yesterday so there weren’t 10,000 sent messages. Sometimes yesterday I would find myself in another of the many folders–Sent, Updates, Social, Forums, etc.–madly deleting.  I learned a lot about Google Gmail yesterday. Today I feel proud and at least 5 GB lighter.

Maybe next on my list will be to venture into Google Drive. (That will be another beat-the-heat job that may take multiple days!)

 

I saw this message a lot yesterday!

Slice of Life – Animal Tracks and Trails

25 June 2024 TwoWritingTeachers.org
Animal Tracks

Animal tracks on the road
lead them to another tiny hiking
trail crisscrossing the desert

Today as I walked the road
leaving my own animal tracks,
I thought of all the critters

who had been here before me.
Where do they go on these hot days?
How do they find food and water?

We share this space. We have
a charge to tend and keep Earth.
Let’s humbly do it, humans.

Animal Trails

I’ve seen at least four quail families around our house on these spring and early summer days. Here is one sweet family that came through our yard this morning.

Slice of Life – Poetry and Family Times

18 June 2024 TwoWritingTeachers.org

This weekend was busy. First, we had the delight of seeing a niece and her family on Saturday and Sunday, but it was a quick trip for their family through our town. Saturday also happened to be the Poetry Marathon. Two wonderful events in one weekend!

I got behind and didn’t give the Marathon my all, but I did manage to write 24 poems in 24 hours. The best part, though, was seeing my niece. We had a chance to talk about family history and then some family dynamics that are painful to live with and hard to understand this side of heaven. It was a blessed time to connect.

This weekend also began this month’s OpenWrite. It’s still going Tuesday and Wednesday. Maybe you’d like to join us.

Wednesday, 19 June 2024, with Jessica Wiley

Quiet
Collected Poems
Illuminate
Louder than Hunger
Chaotic Thinking
Be a Maker
The Hurting Kind
The Carrying
The Fire Next Time
Big Magic

Tuesday, 18 June 2024, with Anna Small Roseboro

Let’s Be Better
 
Recalling the
Umbrage with which you
Make known your faith:
Is God so angry and
No longer willing to confer?
A just, loving God
Transferred all
Infallibility to
Only you? No, I think you do
Not really believe that either.

Recent ruminations have
Explored my
Capacity for holding the
Knowledge of the raggedness
Of our fear to take up trauma.
Nevertheless,
can do hard things.”
Now I choose to take the risk to
Grapple with those fears.

Monday, 17 June 2024, with Susan Ahlbrand

She
was not
the one I
would have thought would
go to dental school.
Sure, she worked hard as a
junior higher, stayed after
class, tried to retain toilsome
details. This month she graduated.
She’s Dr. S. (Of course, I should have known.)

Sunday, 16 June 2024, with Margaret Simon

Duplex for the Coyote Howling Nearby

What has hurt you so this evening
That you shout so raucously?

You shout so raucously
Is your baby safe?

Your coyote pup–is it okay?
You had been quiet lately

You had been so quiet lately,
But tonight your mournful bark

Tonight, your mournful bark
Makes me sad and lonely too.

Sad and lonely is passed on to me
As you scream your yip yapping elegy.

Is it an elegy you yipyap scream?
This evening that hurts with you.

Saturday, 15 June 2024, with Sarah Donovan

These poets
are the impetus of identity
the providers of peace
in knowing myself
loving myself
more honestly
the seekers of truth
in finding my way
in the world as it
really is and not just
as I always knew it

These poems
are the tingling fingers
of an adventurous
and risky
ascent
into
knowing

These interactions
are the honeyed
story
of
life

Slice of Life – A Road Trip Abecedarian

4 June 2024 TwoWritingTeachers.org

Our road trip is winding down. After a lovely two-week trip of fresh fields and leaping streams, we’re on the road home today. I came to share a trinet poem by my daughter about the beautiful Tumalo Falls near Bend, Oregon, and an abecedarian grid that we all contributed to.

Powerful melt
Loud, strong
Solid snow turned to dangerous flow
White noise background music for hiking
Wild, crisp
Tumalo Falls

By Katie

A Road Trip Abecedarian Grid

Applegate River

Banana slugs and Bend and Birthday party

Crater Lake and Corkscrew tree

Deschutes River and Dudley’s Book Store

Elk

Fried Egg I’m in Love

Golden Mantle Squirrel and Gelato

High Desert Museum and Haystack Rock

Ice cream and ice and snow

Jacksonville, Oregon

Kinney Creek

McKee Bridge

Lava Beds

Mariners, Milo and many Mountains

Newberry Volcanic National Monument

Ocean on the Oregon coastline

Portland and Pilot Butte and Pike’s Place Market

 

Quality time together

Rhododendrons, Redwoods and Raptors

Sourdough and Co. and Seattle

Tov Egyptian Coffee, Tent Caterpillars and Tumalo Falls

 

 

Unbelievable sites & Umpqua National Forest

Views and vistas

Waterfalls and winding roads, Water Taxi to West Seattle,
Winning weather
eXcellent company

Yarn bombed tree in Bend

Zoological wonders and zigzagging wind surfer

 

Slice of Life on our Road Trip

28 May 2024 TwoWritingTeachers.org

 

Newberry Volcanic National Monument

Greetings from Oregon, from where today’s slice is served up. I’m on a road trip with two of my kids on the way to see our other kids. We’re having a blessed and beautiful time.

Prairie Creek Redwoods State Park in California

After visiting a place of wonder, I ask them all to give me words for my next poem. I list them while they brainstorm, and then I use their words and compose them into a poem. I  managed to use all their words (plus some of mine) in the following two poems.

Corkscrew Tree

Shivering in the misty morning
strolling across the padded floor,
forest filled light and shadow
variations on jade,
kelly, lime, mint, greens
ever alive
ever green
showcase
one
and
many
majestic
redwood giants
like the Corkscrew Tree
endearing, enduring
we stood in its ancient heart–
in gnarly cavernous silence
witnessing this glorious fine day

double nonet

Corkscrew Tree

Crater Lake

Crater Lake

The deepest blue
snowy, slippery edge
a treacherous fall
waiting at the cliff
into the
cavernous
craterous
lake of the depths
the wizard’s hat
rises from the lake
to greet the nations
coming together
to behold the wonder

Many people oohing and ahhing in many languages